He's gaining on me!  I can't outrun him!  Father!!!! I tried!  I tried to live up to the ideals that you taught me!  I know that I wasn't a very good son when you were alive!  Seeing the great work that you have done in the villages and for the people who were strangers made me ashamed of how I treated you.  I don't want to lose myself to the darkness.  I need to be in the light.  Father!  Help me!