I can feel it watching me. I know that it's there. It's always there. It's a part of me and it's outside of me. I know that it's protecting me... in its own way. However, I'm a big girl. I can take care of myself. There's this new boy, Selik, in town and I like him. He's not like the others. He listens to me and he's funny. There's an easy-going nature to him that is extremely attractive. Why won't it let me enjoy my time with Selik? What is it afraid of?