I'm not a handsome man. Not by a long shot. I try to tell myself that it's okay. However, when the darkness comes around, I know that it's not. They offered me a chance to become better than I am. The question is always... "What do you mean by better?". They say that I will be attractive. They say that I can get all of the girls that I ever wanted. They say that people will like me and want to be around me.
I don't trust them. They think that, by becoming beautiful, all of my worries will go away. I know that they are wrong. However, I'm so lonely that I'll do anything to escape my life. I let them continue and I'll deal with the consequences later. How bad could it be?